John McLaren Park. April, 2013.
Her Profile…
These days have been slow…
Every time I on log on, I go straight to her profile…
As the computer loads, it’s like the screen glows…
I sit… in amazement… Wishing I were with her…
I gain the courage to talk to her…
To finally look at her…
When I finally get close to her…
I’m too late…
It’s so painful…
Almost every time you see her profile, she’s with someone…
You wish it could be you…
But, it never is…
It’s like… You’re constantly trying to get her to recognize you…
Like you trying to give her a rose..
But instead, she turns to the one giving her a dead flower which give nothing but weeds to her heart…
Like dandelions, each time she goes to someone else… it’s as if the wind blows the seeds off of them…. and… all the leave in her heart… are seeds of sadness… loneliness…
As they grow, and water is applied…
They leave depression… Anger… Regret…
And the sun comes…
The worst occurs… And I am left with a dead heart…
I’d rather you be with me…
I’m tired of seeing you sad like this…
I want to help you…
I want to show you how a true man treats the one he loves… so dearly…
You don’t want to… be with me?
Of course you don’t…
I know you don’t…
But, I’m here…
I’ll always be here…
You never told me why you never wanted to be with me…
But, it’s okay…
I’m here…
You push me aside…
You turn my feelings away…
But, it’s okay…
I’m still here…
I love you… I always did… Always will…
(Source: harleyquinn00, via endlessn0stalgia)
(Source: betweenlegs, via localteaser)
Sports Tower for Ukraine / Sergiy Prokof`yev and Olga Prokof`yeva
Location: Ukraine
This is a song i did a few months ago.
I guess you can say it fits the mood i’m in..
The Pain Of A Long Distant Broken Heart
- Boy: "I didn't think i would be at the time, but, i'm crying so hard right now...
- I feel like crap...
- My mind wants to say everything is okay but my heart is telling me that it may never be...
- I keep trying not to hurt me but i think the most painful of all knowing that the woman that I've loved for three and a half years will never get back with me...
- I keep trying to get used to not being able to call you my babygirl, but, i keep calling you that..
- I'm not like most guys that you can break up with and leave just like that. It might have worked during the first year but it wont work now... Not since i love you so darn much. Not since my eyes and heart are locked on you. Not since I've dreamed of living with... Not since I've dreamed of being with the most beautiful woman in the entire universe.
- I cant...
- I've tired for so long but i cant..
- I love you too much that i'd rather die then live another day without you..
- You really have no idea how much i really love you...
- No idea...
- I'd cut my heart out, give it to you, and tie it around you hand so that you'd let go of it...
- I believe you're my other half... The one I've and waited 19 years for...
- But as much as you try to hide it, i just feel like you want to date someone else.. Someone closer by...
- As painful as it is to even thing that...
- But my deep love for you makes me smile whenever you do..
- Because i just don't want you to feel sad... To feel lonely..
- This pain is something I've never felt before and i just cant hold it in anymore... I'm so sorry...
- ...I'm sorry, i need to go.. I can barely see.. My eyes are all watery... My hands are shaking... I just... I'm sorry..."
- Girl: "...Wait"
- Boy: "...What?"
- Girl: "Will you go back out with me?"
- Boy: "...Don't be upset with me when i say this, but, i don't believe you're serious when you asked me that. I feel as if you asked that just to shut me up... If you're serious about it... If you really do love me or are you playing with my emotions as if i'm some kid that doesn't know any better... As if i don't know what love is..."
- Girl: "No, i wanna take your pain away..."
- Boy: "I need you to love me... To actually love me... Don't do this to take my pain away.. My pain is not what make me do things for you i would never do for anyone else... My pain isn't what's making me love you... My heart is... I don't need it to be broken anymore or i'm afraid no one will be able to fix it again..."
- Girl: "I do love you..."
- Boy: "Tell me you do..."
- Girl: "I love you"
- Boy: "...Say it again"
- Girl: "I love you"
- Boy: "Say it again...."
- Girl: "I love you"
- Boy: "Again..."
- Girl: "I love you sooo much that i would give up my life for you"
Gottfried Helnwein, Night in Shangri-la series, 1987
Very Beautiful indeed
(Source: deadlycollision, via death-and-girls)
